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weariness

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1.
fratricide 05:10
Forgive me father but I don’t give a damn. Won´t fight for reasons that I can’t understand. Would you rather be ignored or being laughed at? I’ll keep on stumbling until the day that I die. Forgive me father but I don’t give a damn. Won´t fight for reasons that I can’t understand. It was late when he realised that the journey wasn’t over. He was craving for water and hadn’t even begun. His mouth as dry as the desert in his heart. The culmination of all plans came to a sudden halt. It wasn’t meant to be but I’m glad that we finally met. Like a fisherman trapped in his own net I will raise heaven and hell. I´ll stretch the silver lining, until it reaches the sky. Did you finally find some land or were you swept by the tide? How do my troubles measure up compare to yours? Once you were my brother. Twice you were the icon Then went up in smoke. Forgive me father but I don’t give a damn. Won´t fight for reasons that I can’t understand. Would you rather be ignored or being laughed at? I’ll keep on stumbling until the day that I die. Forgive me father but I don’t give a damn. Won´t fight for reasons that I can’t understand.
2.
He jumped from one seat to another once more Uncomfortable in his own shell. Desperately waiting for the moment To sink his teeth in her heart. Mrs. thin-skinned drove her car down the road And promised to never look back Mr. thin-skinned thought they might collide But never intended to make her cry. He once said he´ll never surrender to me Was only trying to balance his act. Only a blind man refuses to see you are Guilty of prime your self-esteem. Victory was never intended so, I’m Sorry if I made a mistake. Would you please tone it down, our kids are around. Slave to the heat in this one way street. Mrs. thin-skinned claimed that she had enough. And wished she could get rid of him. A feeling got hold of Mr. Thin-skinned While his limbs caught on fire He shouted her name. And burst into flames.
3.
almost there 03:51
Next apocalypse will level us all So stop worrying about his heinous hoax. If you manage to quit your loathsome job I’ll write you a love letter And you’ll fall for The deliverer at your door. Congratulate yourself. You’re almost there. It’s time to celebrate, you are halfway there. Roll down the slope my love. You’re almost there. Run, run, towards my place. Truth awaits for you here. There is not enough dirt in this world To drown the both of us So stop rocking the boat. I built the highest building in this town So you could throw yourself from the top In the presence of them all. Congratulate yourself. You’re almost there. It’s time to celebrate, you are halfway there. Roll down the slope my love. You’re almost there. Run, run, towards my place. Truth awaits for you right here.
4.
invertebrate 06:07
You are the dumb one in the background, nodding along. My headless gunner marching against the bayonets. Beneath the unnecessary noise you are dead inside. You danced; you jumped, your head rolled down boy, Oh yes! You won. Please guide me through these awful times Seeking revenge on the weak ones. Help me to switch their senses out. Driving my tanks through their back yard. The maze, the trash, the news, the truth. The thief, the chief, the clowns and you. Please guide me through these awful times Seeking revenge on the weak ones. Help me to switch their senses out. Driving my tanks through their back yard. In a morbid kind of way I’ll follow you. Wherever you take me. And as I grab the devil´s tail, envision me before this conversion. So full of crap and dignity, the cattle roams, glad to entertain me. In another million days, I guess they’ll never forget me? I will be glad to raise the stakes. I´d do anything to spice the game Witness my awareness is in vain. Follow me through the war. In a morbid kind of way I’ll follow you. Wherever you take me. As I grab the devil´s tail, envision me before my conversion. So full of crap and dignity, the cattle roams, glad to entertain me. In another million days, I guess they’ll never forget me? To fail in the most hateful way in front of your army of vassals. Non wiser than I’ve ever been, bringing the war to his natural ending. The maze, the trash, the news, the truth. The thief, the chief, the clowns and you.
5.
Renegade 06:07
Why don’t you just give up, my son? I could give you hypothetical reasons. Not everyone is suited to sail through these waters I stand accused once more by the same invisible forces. Never learned how to dance for them Instead I swam, I drowned. I swam but never learnt. Delete your last name, it was never really yours. You borrowed it from me; You know you stole that name from me. You´re a renegade I’m glad you came here trying To make sense of your history. Use well your resources and you may leave with some valuable wisdom. Those were the days when you became second rate. Repent for those nights. She was the sound of broken glass. You came here to feast on me but found only bones to chew. Let´s talk about the break up, or re-arrange your joints? You´re a renegade . Wear your scars with pride.
6.
safety net 04:57
I remember being given the chance to choose Between you and a soft place. What the hell was I thinking when I made that mistake. Who needs a safety net when you’ve grown up a mess? Here comes the wave of anxiety And this time nothing will carry it away. Surrender and try not to spill your thoughts around. You are afraid of your own reflection. Your past comes back to haunt you, crawling up your legs. A bug that terrifies you and tangles you up in his web. Your past comes back to haunt you Cause you failed to hit the mark. Grant us all some shelter while we crumble just like sand. I’m not a storyteller but i got a story to tell. I just don’t want to keep up with the changes. Do you know anything I should be aware of? That eureka moment!! . The turning point. What I thought it was the starting shot was the finishing line. A vile snake searching for prey. In the house next door, ghosts are being born. Somewhere around here, real people are living. Your past comes back to haunt you, crawling up your legs. A bug that terrifies you and tangles you up in his web. Your past comes back to haunt you Cause you failed to hit the mark. Grant us all some shelter while we crumble just like sand.
7.
breather 03:09
Wrap up all your plans, grab them while you can And store the pleasures away from the crowd. Be grateful for the time, respectful. Otherwise it will turn and bite you. The shame will snatch you. Don’t you push your luck, as mighty as I am There is a crack in my house. An open flesh wound. I fasted all those years. Pressure brought me here Breather, can I clasp you? My arms around you. For the needles and the broken plates. The piercing words and the rotten flesh. Independence state of mind.
8.
Will I meet Father Christmas? Let the torture begin Will the end of the season bring us some joy? Will I drop dead in autumn, with the leaves all around? Will you uncover my masquerade? Abandon our kids on a deserted road And pretend our plan was a script. I was born this short sighted. It was never my choice Visit me in my golden cage. Blame everyone else Rather than yourself On these uncertain times when no one is feeling safe I bear no answers, no fix and no faith. And my mind freely wanders (like) a vulture in the sky Gliding above our contempt. I don’t know if I’m ready to pay the big toll To depart with a little more grace. To broadcast such a failure and then come back home To the sound of an empty nest. Blame everyone else Rather than yourself
9.
If I... 08:44

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Weariness
Commuter Music

Into light, into darkness

There are glimpses of light in this absorbing new record, infectious melodies, poignant observations and the type of dense, impressionistic aural landscapes that C. Excuse, in his latest incarnation as Commuter Music, has made his trademark style over a prolific, independent musical career spanning three decades.
In ‘Weariness’ he has shown us a more accessible side of his creative persona, an incursion into welcome territory evoking the great guitar bands of the post-punk era, memorable and exciting moments reminiscent of The Smiths and Psychedelic Furs. The title may summarise the record’s lyrical content in terms of existential fatigue but there is no creative weariness in an artistic fuel tank that seems inexhaustible.
It is refreshing to see a versatile, unclassifiable musician with a vast armoury of registers and qualities, veering toward peaks of pop noteworthiness, for instance in the outstanding ‘Halfway There,’ with the suggestive line “I built the highest building in this town so you could throw yourself from the top in the presence of them all”, evocative of the Mancunian legends and of Morrissey’s own tongue in cheek irony. It is clearly a debt of gratitude to so many unforgettable Manchester bands of the 80s that made our lives worthwhile. This ranks as a partial detour from a body of work characterised by a permanent search for an enduring musical aesthetic however elusive.
The elegiac ‘One Way Street’ whose sombre, velvety tones underpin yet more stories of inevitable emotional chaos and conflict, exults in its slow gestation, an elaborate lament with female backing vocals that are haunting and sweet in equal measure. The mood is sustained in the hypnotic mid tempo piano slumber of the title track (aka “invertebrate), which seems an apposite reprobation not so much of herd immunity as of herd mentality. Connoisseurs will no doubt spot the nod to Acton’s finest -- The Who -- and the organ introduction to the classic ‘Won’t Get Fooled Again’.
My favourite track has to be the intriguingly titled ‘Fratricide’ whose thunderous opening salvo is not for the faint hearted, and sets the scene for what is to come. A statement of intent as crystal clear guitar swirls over a hip hop drum loop, and gives way to the dramatic plea that grabs the listener by the scruff of the neck: “Forgive me father but I don’t give a damn, won’t fight for reasons that I can’t understand.” A powerful single that will continue to resonate inside your head long after the music has faded into silence.

As the album progresses so too does the sound thicken, transcending the rock format for more original compositions that eschew bland conventions and puerile commercial stereotypes that explore far more demanding sonic spaces.
Perhaps it is in ‘Renegade’ where the juxtaposition of opposite musical textures in the record is most discernible. From its opening monolithic strains which revel in self-consciousness and sense of claustrophobia, the song mutates into a melodic interlude of instrumental whispers, a redeeming transition from darkness to light.
But there is no light at the end of the tunnel and the undercurrent of darker musical impulses charts a path to more moody and reflective sounds, a swamp of crafted musical elements that celebrate mournfulness, that resurface in style from the muddy banks, from the murky and fertile depths of introspection.
In the deceptively titled ‘Safety Net’ C. Excuse in his latest guise as minstrel of melancholy, returns to his signature dreamy soundscapes, a suppressed, linear musical hymn for the initiated, which ensnares the listener into a nightmare, that drifts ambiguously in and out of reality. The oneiric atmosphere is reprised in ‘Breather’ where a dampened piano is finally overcome in washes of synth as much as by the lyrical bleakness in the line “For the needles and the broken plates, the piercing words and the rotten flesh.”
‘Vulture Culture’ is a more straightforward, well-structured composition where the Captain croons his way gently through a seemingly idyllic plateau of lush melodies. The song fades out but never quite ends, slipping instead into infinite stasis, six minutes of life support, Major Tom’s last signal from Ground Control. Music as the palliative, painless passage to the final destination.
The closing track ‘If I’ starts with a crashing snare drum and tambourine beat interspersed with rhythmic bursts of distorted guitar, introducing a mono-chordal post-modern plainsong. At nine minutes it transmits an irresistible hypnotic quality that spreads like an air borne virus impregnating listeners, inducing them into a trance like state. It all sounds as a Jesus and Mary Chain song produced by Alan Parsons in an imaginary vault.
Weariness is a must for those who flee from the comfort zone of disposable pop as much as from the plague. Manchester de la Concepcion so much to answer for....

Francisco Oliva

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released May 1, 2020

written,recorded,mixed,produced & butchered by C. Excuse

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